STRESS & DISCOURAGE)):

Well, I guess there is no other place for mi to talk my heart out other than blog!!

Yea, it's de 4th week of school only! BUT, I am feeling discourage to go school)):

I have no idea what is happening to mi too!

Some of the reason that I can think of are:

1) Too stress over grades!

2) I don't have the ability to study!

3) I am forcing myself to do something I am not fond of!

Uhmm, which one could it be?

Well, personally, I think the possibility will be 1 & 3!!

Grades are not very good for the past 3 weeks! Faci keep on wanting mi to talk in class as in like having more participation in class! But, I am not a very verbal person! So I don't really like to speak up in class! So this cause mi to have bad daily grades)):

Next will be, I am not a study person!

As in like I am not a person who is interested in reading or I should say theories stuff! I prefer MUSIC, ARTS, DANCE, maybe DRAMAS too!!!(:

So, why am I doing in Material Science? 1st of all, because my 'O' levels grades are not good enough to allow mi to have any choices of my wish! Secondly, I fail my ARTS without knowing de reason why): so because of that, at that time I think I have lost my mind and think that I cannot do well in arts! So I kinda lose confident in myself )): so ending up in Material Science!!

Okay, long story of mi!! Feel so granny of mi! Like telling granny stories :P hehe!!

ANYWAYS, no matter what is going on now, de only way is to fight to de end and endure it! Only this way I will win de battle rite?(:

OKAYS MICHELLE,

JIAYOUS!

HWAITING!!

I CAN DO IT!!!